School has started. I'm a week into it and I finally got my locker open on Wednesday. Most people would leave it at that, but I won't. I was nervous the entire first three days. In other words felt sick. There were three things that helped me through it though. 1. Remembering Sunday 2.Jasey Rae 3.Ignorance. Sure they're all songs, but music means a lot to me. My iPod hardly ever leaves my side. Even at school (it's sits waiting for me in my mom's car in the parking lot)...........................(a week passes)
This are pretty much the same as last week if not better. I'm not as nervous. I'm doing really good in my classes. It's only the first the first week though(*thinks to self* Mary stop doing that. You always think the worst of yourself. You always do great). I got my MCT2 scores back. I got Advanced on both my English and Math test. I knew I probably did because I got in both the Math and English honors classes.
Jerrica already has a boyfriend. He likes the same bands we do (which is great). He has nice hair (also great). Did I have a little crush on him at first? Yes. She knows that now and considered breaking up with him but I said it was okay. You see, he's in my homeroom. He sits a table away from me. I admit the first day I didn't even realize he was in my homeroom. But I did notice him. I would never had known his name unless Jerrica had told me she liked him. the reason I said I didn't care was because when she asked him in P.E. (i go to band so i wasn't there)
if he knew if he knew who "Mary Holland" was (btw she didn't know I liked him then, but I knew that she did) he had no idea. So why chase someone who doesn't bother to know who you are. Okay and I may be just a little bit jealous.
Speaking of band, we have our first football game this Thursday. My mom (former drum-major of the award winning Stone County marching band) is chaperoning my bus. I'm kind of glad she'll be there for my first game. Too bad Jerrica quit band. : ( I guess that's all I have to say.
Sincerely,
Mary/ ParaMary/ Bella/ Leah
(P.S. listen to "Into Your Arms" by The Maine. I'm in love with it.)
